Frustration. Annoyance. Disappointment.
That is what I'm feeling.
I have no room for insecurity at the moment. I'm too busy imagining my head being banged repeatedly on the desk, the table, the wall, a pot of boiling water, anything and everything. I say "imagining" because doing that in actuality would hurt, and I'm not a big fan of pain, so no thank you. Anyway . . . I feel stuck. I'm in the "I hate my work" phase.
I'm frustrated because I've worked on this manuscript a lot, but I'm not happy with the direction it's going. I'm annoyed because even though I have many scenarios written down, none are satisfying and I can't figure out "that one thing" I need to make it work. And I'm disappointed because I expected better from myself.
On the other hand, I know this will pass because I'm not giving up. I'm not sure how I'll overcome it yet, but I will. It's just a vicious circle that goes around and likes to torment anyone with a creative mind. Right? Either way, I'm not letting it win. Not now and not with any year that has a "2" in it. That is all. Hope next month I have a more positive post. For now, I'm glad I survived the A to Z challenge, and I'm glad you are here so I can vent. What about you? What would you like to vent about? Go ahead and do it, I promise to give you some useless advice in the comment section. :P